It has been a good week.  I’ve heard from Willow 4 times, including 3 with voice and 1 with webcam, on Yahoo Messenger.  I am greatly enheartened by her faith in me.  So often it seems that all I am doing is whining.  But I keep the candles going, I keep giving her my energy, and she is certainly getting well.  It shows a weakness in my character, I feel, that I finally find a beautiful, powerful woman who needs and loves me and all I can do is whine about her not being here.

Otherwise things are about the same.  Gwenn is still staying with me (or maybe I didn’t mention that, I’ve been lax on posting here), should be moving out in the next day or three.  Some guy drove down from Virginia last night and spent several hours with her.  He seemed nice… and she did a lot of smiling when she came home…

Other than my whininess about being alone, I’ve been feeling great.  I’m getting a lot of support in my forums.  I’m starting up a Recovery, Inc. group; I’ve bought a few copies of Mental Health Through Will-Training for that, and printed up some materials, either that I had from my Recovery groups in Detroit or that I found on the Internet.

Guess that’s it for now.  Love to all my friends.

Hugs,
Moss