I can’t believe it has been a week since I’ve written anything.  Well, I’ve been dealing with my issues fairly well.  I haven’t heard from Willow for quite a while though.  I LOVE YOU MY WILLOW!!!!!!

I went to see my new therapist today.  I told her all the problems I had with being transferred to her with no input, not being able to get hold of her for an appointment, etc.  She told me that she was just temporary, which made me feel really good, like I was going to open up to her and then get dumped again.  She will only be there through the end of this month.  But after talking about things, we really clicked, and she wants to see me every week this month.  Maybe we can get some stuff worked out in that month before handing me off to the new, privatized New Vistas, Inc.  Among other things, she shared a number of my issues and my religious beliefs.

Afterwards, I went to Barley’s and had a big Beefalo calzone with black olives and tons of cheese… and diet coke, so I broke my caffeine fast, but at least I didn’t have any beer… and they have some great beers there…  then went to the bank and got some quarters for laundry, went home and got my Medicaid card, and went back to the pharmacy to pick up my Norvasc prescription.

I went back home and talked to Beth for a while on Y! Messenger, then went to the Pagans’ Night Out, our monthly thing at Jack of the Wood.  OK, I had a couple glasses of beer.  Won’t have any more until next month, I bet.  Now I’m home again.  I should connect with Beth tonight to talk about some new aspect of the meditation.

Guess that’s about it for now.  I’m still MOSTLY off the medication, but I’m taking Norvasc for my blood pressure again, and Topamax for my anxiety.  Taking lots of supplements, have ordered some Magnesium but haven’t gotten it yet.  The main idea is to be able to AFFORD it all.  Thanks to my parents, right now I can.

Hugs,
Me