Clearing Debris
It turns out I was right. It was scary for a minute or a week or something… That last breakthrough was a breakthrough. Sweetheart and I are moving forward. Apparently the crash caused by the breakthrough scared honey and there was some pullback, but we’re moving forward again, in better shape than before. I’m going to give her a few days to get used to feeling good about Us before making some changes on the financial side.
We have been living together for six months now. That should be enough time to work out the problems we’ve had. Well, it has been, but we have still been sore (mentally) from the working out. This morning (last night, yesterday, continuing) we decided to ignore the pain and look at the progress, and make some more.
Maybe now we can both relax, and things will be what we hope and expect them to be.
At work, my boss is back in town after a week off. Tina and I did great, and we hope SQ agrees when she sees the shape the place is in. Today is Check Day, everyone gets paid early whether they are on SSI or SSDI. Could be a madhouse, but I can handle it.
Hugs,
Me
My honey is learning to thank you for being patient I know we sometimes both feel that we want this fixed now! kind of attitude but sometimes as you have been trying to teach me patience. Guess I needed time to see what was really going on and like you said being scared that it was actually going to work and not axcepting it for what it is. Baby steps are good for the plan forward. Honestly I have been sore both physcally and mentally….finially starting to loose weight in that the stress of the unknowns are being reveiled and or faced. It helped me a lot to know that you were actually for me Volunteering and not trying to set me back by saying that you have to be the “bread winner” and make all the money for the bills/household because of my mental condition. Yes I agree the SSDI needs to be fought and glad you found a lawyer. In the mean time I have to live my life the best I can and if that is volunteering and axcepting the fact I can not work right now then so mote it be. Hugs and blessed be.