{"id":1098,"date":"2003-12-17T18:48:36","date_gmt":"2003-12-17T23:48:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacefulhippo.wordpress.com\/2003\/12\/17\/1098\/"},"modified":"2003-12-17T18:48:36","modified_gmt":"2003-12-17T23:48:36","slug":"1098","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/2003\/12\/17\/1098\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>Well, Beth is on the road, I&#8217;ve talked with Willow, and I have a CERES meeting tonight.&nbsp; I wish Willow were feeling better.&nbsp; I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!!<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Getting ready for next Thursday&#8217;s Pagan Pigout at Auntie Branwen&#8217;s&#8230; taking Beth and Marada with me, have no idea what will happen.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Been meditating every day, keeping a log of it, and everything.&nbsp; Guruji will be proud of me&#8230; and I&#8217;m on my way to reaching Kaivalya.&nbsp; Hope I spelled that right&#8230;&nbsp; Getting involved in more maillists, whether Saivite, bipolar, or whatever.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>I didn&#8217;t feel good last night, and missed Class in Golden Wyvern Coven.&nbsp; I&#8217;m sure they can manage without me, but sometimes it feels like it&#8217;s my group and if I couldn&#8217;t keep going, GWC would fold.&nbsp; That&#8217;s not right, we should have developed into a family by now.&nbsp; I keep thinking I could do something to make it gel&#8230; but maybe it isn&#8217;t meant to be&#8230; and maybe I&#8217;m just feeling defeatist right now.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>It will be good to see Beth again.&nbsp; A lot has happened to both of us since we split up, and I feel comfortable getting our relationship back together on whatever level.&nbsp; She has been good for me already in the meditating angle.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Nobody has left a comment on this blog for a looooooong time.&nbsp; I&#8217;m out here drifting on my own&#8230; I guess that&#8217;s the bipolar Thing To Do.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Hugs for now,<BR>Moss<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, Beth is on the road, I&#8217;ve talked with Willow, and I have a CERES meeting tonight.&nbsp; I wish Willow were feeling better.&nbsp; I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!! Getting ready for next Thursday&#8217;s Pagan Pigout at Auntie Branwen&#8217;s&#8230; taking Beth and Marada with me, have no idea what will happen. Been meditating every day, keeping a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1098","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1098","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1098"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1098\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1098"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1098"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1098"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}