{"id":216,"date":"2012-08-14T07:05:04","date_gmt":"2012-08-14T11:05:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacefulhippo.wordpress.com\/2012\/08\/14\/sad\/"},"modified":"2012-08-14T07:05:04","modified_gmt":"2012-08-14T11:05:04","slug":"sad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/2012\/08\/14\/sad\/","title":{"rendered":"Sad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span>I&#8217;m really sad. My honey looks at sex the way I did when I was her age, as an expression of love. I&#8217;ve had that beaten out of me. I&#8217;ve lost it. The sex I&#8217;ve had in the past 30 years only had love included as wishful thinking on my part, and years of abuse just leaves me wanting to be held and loved. Which isn&#8217;t enough for my honey.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>We have all the good stuff a relationship needs, or are working on it. I&#8217;ve never loved a woman so much, and never had such good reason to. But I don&#8217;t have what she thinks is most important, it has been crushed out of me.<\/p>\n<p>Whine. Now what do I do.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<\/p>\n<p>Me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m really sad. My honey looks at sex the way I did when I was her age, as an expression of love. I&#8217;ve had that beaten out of me. I&#8217;ve lost it. The sex I&#8217;ve had in the past 30 years only had love included as wishful thinking on my part, and years of abuse [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-216","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/216","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=216"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/216\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=216"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=216"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=216"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}