{"id":427,"date":"2009-01-02T03:58:38","date_gmt":"2009-01-02T08:58:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacefulhippo.wordpress.com\/2009\/01\/02\/427\/"},"modified":"2009-01-02T03:58:38","modified_gmt":"2009-01-02T08:58:38","slug":"427","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/2009\/01\/02\/427\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One of my good Xanga friends posted something like this yesterday&#8230; she stole it from one of her good Xanga friends&#8230; the object is to post a paragraph or two from your first post each month in the previous year.&nbsp; (I think I should be more careful what my first posts are, LOL.)&nbsp; Here is mine.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">January<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Pink Sky<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I couldn&#8217;t sleep tonight.&nbsp; I was plenty tired, and lay down for hours.&nbsp; Got up and took a shower followed by a bubble bath (lavender and chamomile).&nbsp; Went back to bed, read 4 more chapters of whatever I&#8217;m reading (Kinky Friedman&#8217;s Armadillos and Old Lace).&nbsp; Still no sleep.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I got up and futzed around a bit.&nbsp; Then I asked the important question, &#8220;WHY am I not sleeping?&#8221; followed by &#8220;What happens when I just can&#8217;t sleep?&#8221;&nbsp; Simple answer &#8211; it&#8217;s snowing.&nbsp; I don&#8217;t know why, but I just can&#8217;t sleep during an active snowfall event.&nbsp; I had to look out the window to check, but indeed we had about 2&#8243; outside.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I remembered back to when I would complain to Beth (now my #3 ex) about not being able to sleep.&nbsp; Snowfall in Colorado Springs, combined with the street lighting, made the air\/snow look pink.&nbsp; I started referring to not being able to sleep due to &#8220;pink sky conditions&#8221;.&nbsp; Don&#8217;t know why I forgot that for so long and remembered it when I needed to tonight.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">We don&#8217;t get many snowfalls here in Asheville.&nbsp; The ones we get are rarely worth mentioning, maybe 5-6 events per year, no more than 1&#8243; each.&nbsp; Today they started out predicting 3-6&#8243; (to which I snorted, &#8220;yeah, sure&#8221;) and revised it downward to 2-4&#8243;.&nbsp; Well, we definitely have 2&#8243; or more&#8230; and I definitely can&#8217;t sleep.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>It is always interesting to see what kinds of things you remember when you&#8217;ve been a few decades removed from the first experience.&nbsp; And this was one of the biggest snowfalls we&#8217;ve had in Asheville in my 10+ years here.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">February<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">As I wrote on January 8, I had been served a court order from one of my creditors.&nbsp; I filed my reply with both the County Court and the Creditor.&nbsp; My Creditor just sent me (and, presumably, the Court) a document stating that, since I did not dispute my owing this debt or the amount, the Court should issue a Summary Judgment.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Not only can you not get blood from a turnip, the lawyers and the Court should all know that I cannot be docked for this amount of money in any way.&nbsp; Unless, as I said before, the laws changed when Bush had the bankruptcy laws changed<\/span>.<\/p>\n<p>Always talking about my debt.&nbsp; Well, I&#8217;m proud of the way I have been working at reducing it, instead of just paying the lawyer to ask the government to make it go away.&nbsp; Some day I will be debt-free, and will have done it myself (with help from my mother, who cosigned several loans and put her credit union account up for collateral).<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">March<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Well, I&#8217;ve had a couple of weeks &#8220;off&#8221;, and now it&#8217;s back into the swing.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I have to report for jury duty at 8:45 am&#8230; those of you who know me know how unlikely it is that I will show up rested&#8230;&nbsp; I have a meeting on Tuesday, a doctor&#8217;s appt Wednesday, and my usual AHN meeting on Thursday, any and all of which may have to be cancelled if I get on a jury.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">My friend Mike spent 3 nights on my couch, but has found (or is trying to find) other accommodations.&nbsp; He has some more options, but none of them add up to housing at the present moment.&nbsp; It has been frustrating, as I&#8217;ve been working with him for two months and still haven&#8217;t found him any long-term solutions to his housing problems.&nbsp; He does not blame me for any of it, for which I am grateful &#8212; it would be far too easy to beat myself up over this.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ah yes.&nbsp; I beat myself up more than necessary, I&#8217;m sure.&nbsp; I will continue to get better.&nbsp; And I continue to do as much work as I can, often 10% more than I can.&nbsp; And I did not get chosen for Jury Duty, and missed no meetings.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">April<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I&#8217;m getting ready to go to the AHN meeting, taking my non-roommate with me so we can get him a bus pass and I&#8217;m taking him to CiCi&#8217;s afterward.&nbsp; (Read about the AHN meeting on Asheville Homeless&#8217; blog).<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">BTW, the beard is back, and looking pretty good.&nbsp; Several of my friends told me they just didn&#8217;t think I was &#8220;ME&#8221; without it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Me and my hair.&nbsp; I don&#8217;t know why I care about it &#8212; I&#8217;m not doing this out of vanity; maybe it&#8217;s just oddness.&nbsp; I&#8217;m having to start from scratch now&#8230;&nbsp; I have about 16 days&#8217; growth right now from shaving everything off from the neck up.&nbsp; I&#8217;ll try taking some pictures every month to show the progress.&nbsp; Some of my friends swear I use MiracleGro.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">May<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Things have been hectic, and look more hectic for next week.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I just had a minor &#8220;heart attack&#8221; (not a real one) when I got both my computers connected to the hub for Internet use, turned them on&#8230; and could not get to Ubuntu.&nbsp; After several tries, I booted to Windows, which was successful; after making sure I had an Internet connexion, I rebooted to Ubuntu and IT WORKED!&nbsp; (Deep sigh of relief, mopping brow, thanking all the gods of electricity and photons &#8212; Hermes, right?).<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Still having many adventures with Ubuntu.&nbsp; I wish OpenOffice.org would fix their bugs so I could stop using Windoze.&nbsp; The Linux community is friendlier and more helpful, and nearly all Linux software is free (and most is open source &#8212; any programmer who can think of a fix can add it, so long as they contribute the amendment to the community).<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">June<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Twenty-five Signs You Have Grown Up<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">By: Salma Rumman<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can\u2019t smoke any of them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>One of my many lists that I post.&nbsp; I get more positive feedback from friends on this type of thing than just about anything else I print (including my own articles).&nbsp; Funny, sweet, spiritual, or whatever, this kind of thing adds a spark to our day.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">July<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I had a date Wednesday night, my first in, well, longer than I can remember (usually the woman just moves in or vice versa).&nbsp; It went so well&#8230; got my hopes up&#8230; they are not being dashed, but this woman moves so slowly I can&#8217;t tell she&#8217;s moving.&nbsp; It will be good if it works out&#8230;&nbsp; but it has been a stress on me, one more thing to think about when I needed one or two fewer things on my mind.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Life.&nbsp; Don&#8217;t talk to me about life. &#8212; Marvin.&nbsp; I&#8217;m not even sure A. thought of this as a date, and it&#8217;s the last one we&#8217;ve had so far.&nbsp; She&#8217;s afraid her family wouldn&#8217;t accept me as I am.&nbsp; Ah well.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">August<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I got an early jump on my next phase of removing my indebtedness through hard work, with much help and prompting from my mother.&nbsp; At the end of the three years of this loan, barring any other unforeseen developments, I will have reduced my indebtedness from $17k to $6k, and will only have 3 companies I&#8217;m in debt to.&nbsp; I will not be so pressed against the wall during this 3 year period either, although until it&#8217;s over with I&#8217;ll not really be eating well.&nbsp; Will I be out of debt before the End of the World? (re: Mayan Calendar)&nbsp; Who knows?&nbsp; But I&#8217;m not going to give up.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Read my lips.&nbsp; No new girlfriends.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>So far, so good.&nbsp; Making payments, not paying for love.&nbsp; I *did* spend New Year&#8217;s Eve at a strip club&#8230; first time I&#8217;ve ever been in one in my life&#8230; but did not even RENT a woman.&nbsp; Bad food, high priced beer, pretty girls, nice owner&#8230; oy.&nbsp; But at least I wasn&#8217;t alone for this holiday.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">September<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Eternal Press Birthday Party<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Today starts our week long birthday party at Eternal Press. Head over to<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">the blog all week for fun or free stuff. Today starts off with a short<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">trivia contest.<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">http:\/\/eternalpressauthors.blogspot.com\/<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Yayy, I got a job!&nbsp; OK, so it really isn&#8217;t paying much yet, but I love my work and my co-workers.&nbsp; I&#8217;m really spending too much time doing this, but I enjoy it so much.&nbsp; Wonder how much time I&#8217;ll have after the training I&#8217;ll be receiving the next two weeks?<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">October<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">Ten Rules for Being Human<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">by Cherie Carter-Scott<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">&nbsp;&nbsp; 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it&#8217;s yours to keep for the entire period.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Yep, another list.&nbsp; Another really good list, at that.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">November<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">I walked past my fish&#8217;s bowl on Thursday, and it seemed kinda brownish&#8230; since I had just changed it on Tuesday, it seemed odd&#8230; found him decomposing on the bottom of the bowl, don&#8217;t have a clue why he wasn&#8217;t floating.&nbsp; Waaaah, I loved that fish.&nbsp; <\/span><\/p>\n<p>The fish I replaced him with, Rainbow, is beautiful, and as attentive as any fish I&#8217;ve had.&nbsp; I tried to get him a buddy, Whitey, but he died within a week.&nbsp; I got a refund.&nbsp; A few days later I got another fish, Midnight The Sequel, and I&#8217;m not sure how he&#8217;s doing&#8230; he spends most of his time looking like he&#8217;s hanging from the surface of the bowl by his mouth&#8230; but he does move around sometimes&#8230; I think if I lose him I&#8217;ll just decide to be happy with Rainbow, he&#8217;s such a good fish.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">December<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">The Laws of the Pharmaceutical Industry<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">&lt;http:\/\/www4.dr-rath-foundation.org\/PHARMACEUTICAL_BUSINESS\/laws_of_the_pharmaceutical_industry.htm&gt;<\/span><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><br style=\"font-weight:bold;\"><span style=\"font-weight:bold;\">The main principles governing the pharmaceutical &#8220;business with disease.&#8221; It is not in the financial interests of the pharmaceutical industry to prevent common diseases \u2013 the maintenance and expansion of diseases is a precondition for the financial growth of this industry.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>The battle for Truth, Justice, and what USED to be The American Way.&nbsp; Freedom is being taken from us one drug at a time.&nbsp; The drug companies KNOW most of their products are barely better than a sugar pill (or not as good as) but they get us hooked on them anyhow.&nbsp; I have been drug-free (except for one blood pressure medication) for 5+ years now, and seem to be becoming considered an expert on alternative therapies for bipolar disorders and depression.<\/p>\n<p>Well, that&#8217;s one year.&nbsp; Fragments of an online life.&nbsp; Thanks, Irish, for passing the idea along.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>Me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of my good Xanga friends posted something like this yesterday&#8230; she stole it from one of her good Xanga friends&#8230; the object is to post a paragraph or two from your first post each month in the previous year.&nbsp; (I think I should be more careful what my first posts are, LOL.)&nbsp; Here is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-427","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/427","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=427"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/427\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}