{"id":481,"date":"2008-07-23T03:33:13","date_gmt":"2008-07-23T07:33:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacefulhippo.wordpress.com\/2008\/07\/23\/481\/"},"modified":"2008-07-23T03:33:13","modified_gmt":"2008-07-23T07:33:13","slug":"481","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/2008\/07\/23\/481\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I should keep this to myself, but had to write it down&#8230; fortunately not many people read this&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I was just lying in bed a moment ago, thinking about how proud I was of what I have done with myself.&nbsp; I started talking to myself aloud, and was surprised to find it was almost a child&#8217;s voice.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m so much better now. I&#8217;m way better than they ever thought I would be.&nbsp; I&#8217;m the best me I&#8217;ve ever been.&nbsp; Some day I&#8217;m going to be REAL good.&#8221;&nbsp; And then I found myself crying while saying, &#8220;Some day I&#8217;m gonna be good enough for someone else to want me&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Didn&#8217;t stay there.&nbsp; I was shocked that it came out that way, simple and childlike with the tears hitting me before I knew what was going on.&nbsp; But I don&#8217;t live in pity parties&#8230;&nbsp; felt it was better to get it down on virtual paper.<\/p>\n<p>A part of me really does feel that way&#8230; lol as if I needed to say that.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>Me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I should keep this to myself, but had to write it down&#8230; fortunately not many people read this&#8230; I was just lying in bed a moment ago, thinking about how proud I was of what I have done with myself.&nbsp; I started talking to myself aloud, and was surprised to find it was almost a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-481","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=481"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}