{"id":650,"date":"2007-03-04T01:07:39","date_gmt":"2007-03-04T06:07:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacefulhippo.wordpress.com\/2007\/03\/04\/650\/"},"modified":"2007-03-04T01:07:39","modified_gmt":"2007-03-04T06:07:39","slug":"650","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/2007\/03\/04\/650\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today was the first day I did not feel totally safe at home with my honey.&nbsp; The past few days have been a teeny bit rough, but today Rhonda yelled at me for the first time.&nbsp; The patience she has exercised in the past, equated to that of a saint, disappeared.&nbsp; After the argument, she apologized&#8230; but has been less than patient many times since.&nbsp; She then did something which I felt was financially dangerous for her (we had discussed it many times, and she had agreed not to do it, but went ahead today).&nbsp; It&#8217;s minor and I should forget it, but I know how precarious our finances are.&nbsp; I told her that for the first time I felt less than safe here, and she said, &#8220;I thought you had forgiven me!&#8221;&nbsp; Well, I did, but restoring balance is not as easy as forgiveness, and I was not able to explain that to her.<\/p>\n<p>I should also note that it is near her time of the month, AND is a full moon, AND the moon was eclipsed today&#8230; so I should be less judgmental.&nbsp; I&#8217;m not judging, or trying very hard not to, but I was hurt and cried a lot today and you just don&#8217;t get that feeling of being safe back that easily.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>Me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today was the first day I did not feel totally safe at home with my honey.&nbsp; The past few days have been a teeny bit rough, but today Rhonda yelled at me for the first time.&nbsp; The patience she has exercised in the past, equated to that of a saint, disappeared.&nbsp; After the argument, she [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-650","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=650"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=650"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=650"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/peacefulhippo.us\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=650"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}