Well, Beth is on the road, I’ve talked with Willow, and I have a CERES meeting tonight.  I wish Willow were feeling better.  I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!!

Getting ready for next Thursday’s Pagan Pigout at Auntie Branwen’s… taking Beth and Marada with me, have no idea what will happen.

Been meditating every day, keeping a log of it, and everything.  Guruji will be proud of me… and I’m on my way to reaching Kaivalya.  Hope I spelled that right…  Getting involved in more maillists, whether Saivite, bipolar, or whatever.

I didn’t feel good last night, and missed Class in Golden Wyvern Coven.  I’m sure they can manage without me, but sometimes it feels like it’s my group and if I couldn’t keep going, GWC would fold.  That’s not right, we should have developed into a family by now.  I keep thinking I could do something to make it gel… but maybe it isn’t meant to be… and maybe I’m just feeling defeatist right now.

It will be good to see Beth again.  A lot has happened to both of us since we split up, and I feel comfortable getting our relationship back together on whatever level.  She has been good for me already in the meditating angle.

Nobody has left a comment on this blog for a looooooong time.  I’m out here drifting on my own… I guess that’s the bipolar Thing To Do.

Hugs for now,
Moss