Everything I need shall be provided today. Everything. Say it, until
you believe it. Say it at the beginning of the day. Say it throughout
the day.
Sometimes, it helps to know what we want and need. But if we dont, we
can trust that God does. When we ask, trust, and believe that our needs
will be met, our needs will be met. Sometimes God cares about the
silliest little things, if we do.
Today, I will affirm that my needs will be met. I will affirm that God
cares and is the Source of my supply. Then I will let go and see that
what I have risked to believe is the truth.
– Melody Beattie

In a busy world, it’s tempting to believe that someone else has the
answers. Sometimes they do, but even then, their answers may not be
yours. This week, remember that you are the authority on your own life.
You’ll be more peaceful if you listen for the wisdom in other people’s
advice, then take what serves you and leave the rest. In the end, peace
comes from knowing yourself … and trusting yourself to make decisions
that serve life and love.
– Joan Borysenko

As long as you don’t forgive, who and whatever it is will occupy rent-free space in your mind.
– Isabelle Holland

Mystically speaking, there is no difference between you and another
person.  This is why we cannot hurt another without hurting
ourselves, nor help another without helping ourselves.
– Vernon Howard

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“You Are Never A Victim”

“When we blame, we give away our power.”

— Greg Anderson

ALL of our personal physical, psychological, and social problems arise
from a lack of alignment between the body, emotions, mind and the soul.
As a result, we are never victims of outside forces.

The soul challenges us to grow with problems, illnesses and/or
injuries. These painful events trigger our subconscious blocks. This
gives us the opportunity to SEE the blocks and release them.

“People who consider themselves victims of their circumstances will
always remain victims unless they develop a greater vision for their
lives.”

— Stedman Graham

“No matter how frustrated you may feel, there is Always a way out. In
every situation that arises, we choose to be powerful or powerless. It
may not always feel like it, but it is a choice. And there are
consequences for these choices in terms of the results we get, and the
subsequent increase or decrease in our power and influence. If we
choose powerlessness, it is often because we doubt there is any other
option.”

— Blaine Lee

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These quotes are supplied courtesy of Higher Awareness

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    Most lightworkers consider themselves to be in a
privileged seat with regards what is happening at this time. Primarily
they see themselves at the front end leading this process. From our own
experience this process is first and foremost about offering
possibilities of deep change and that the primary function of making
these changes is to expand your soul at soul level by resolving all
issues causing limitation – lightwork unfortunately is not even
touching these areas.

Initiating Change

    You cannot change what you do not fully understand,
so an early, important and continuous part of this process is for you
to connect with other parts of yourself so that you either consciously
or otherwise come to understand who you are within ALL THAT YOU ARE.
Hence many are aware that they are connecting with beings that they
already know and have strong links with, they are also aware that they
are remembering what they have already done many times before and
strangely enough doing it again?

The importance of Lightwork

    Lightworkers are very important because they are
opening portals and connecting earth to many different places on many
different levels. Lightworkers have particular soul qualities and
skills that make it easier for them to access the beyond and facilitate
in this way. This opening of channels makes it possible for others
without these skills to also re-connect with other parts of themselves.
This is necessary as this process is about bringing ALL THAT YOU ARE on
all levels (particularly soul levels) into a greater degree of
wholeness and balance. This is nothing to do with moving into the
light, or enlightenment or god consciousness but about your here using
this vehicle in conjunction with this process to give your soul a wider
range of skills, qualities and approaches compared to what it has so
far enjoyed. It is then about growth in a very deep and fundamental
sense. Growth means change, and change in this sense means moving away
from what you have always done to do things in a different way.

    Lightworkers then are for the most part lost in the
activation or technicalities of the process. Many think that the game
is about becoming light masters, raising light awareness and
re-connecting with other projected soul fragment parts. However this is
nothing more than a starting point to re-connect with ALL THAT YOU ARE
to resolve all traumas, misalignments before re-designing your soul
itself. This for us is what this process is about.

Soul Limits

    The greatest limits of your soul are paradoxically
what you think of as your most endearing soul qualities and skills.
These of course you take so much for granted that they are transparent
and very difficult for you to even see within yourself – they are so
much a part of you that you cannot separate yourself from them. Other
limits of your soul are conditioned patterns from your soul family and
culture as well as traumas picked up from any existence.

    We would say that you have the possibility at this
time to let go of what you have always done as a soul and grow new
qualities and develop new skills. You are in fact your souls hope in
its desire to make changes that it simply cannot itself within it’s
soul form environment.

Lightworker Opportunities

    Opening portals and establishing energy connections
are essential to give all here (including lightworkers) the opportunity
to transform ALL THAT THEY ARE absolutely everywhere. Lightwork has the
dual function of facilitating the process itself and also presenting
lightworkers with the opportunity to live some of their own limits.

    Think about this – if this time is about growth and
change and you are simply remembering what you have done many times
before then does this not mean that you are standing still – simply
doing the same thing yet again – what then is new – what are you doing
differently? Nothing. Of course as a lightworker you might think that
you are exempt from this as you are here to help? But how can you truly
help people to go where you have not gone yourself?

    It is not so much about levels of awareness or
consciousness as much as it is about learning to live in new ways,
express new qualities, develop new skills THAT YOU HAVE NEVER EXPRESSED
OR EXPERIENCED BEFORE. Perhaps you think that you are special because
you have certain abilities. But all people have special abilities –
they are just different from yours.

Lightworker Misconceptions

    Lets look at these areas in more detail. Although
you are all convinced that this process is about increased awareness /
consciousness you would be very surprised to feel / experience soul
consciousness within pure soul levels. We have been doing this with
ourselves and our clients for the last 4 years and there is as much of
a range of _expression of the positive and negative on this levels
(despite and contrary to what we have all been told) as there is on
this level. As above so below does seem to hold.

    Awareness is just another skill / quality for the
most part and is not what this process is about. It is about looking at
yourself, exploring what is limiting YOU, and moving beyond these
limits.

    From our experience what are presented as so called
spiritual paths or ways on this level are also presented on soul levels
too. They are not on this level to help you evolve as a human they are
included on this level to help you understand what your soul is
involved in at soul level. So whatever you are attracted to and or
involved in; whether it is a religion, Christ consciousness,
enlightenment, god consciousness, lightwork and so on and so on is
often a representation of what you are attracted to and involved in at
pure soul levels too. To help your soul change you must first live as
your soul and experience all facets of ALL THAT YOU ARE everywhere. We
have to say that you cannot change what you do not deeply understand
and you can only understand your soul by living IT. From our
perspective, all this bickering about interpretations of the bible for
example and all the different sects that have arisen from this are no
more than a representation of the stances taken by many soul cultures
to different philosophies and so on accepted and believed at soul
levels.

    It is also interesting when you look at lightwork
closely and see exactly the same differences or variations in the
background stories, the stances, the explanations and so on. There is
nothing inherently different in the presentation of lightwork when it
is rationally compared to the presentation of other assumed spiritual
paths, religions and so on.

    After you have read this page take time to do a web
search for lightwork sites and look at the explanations given by
different lightwork fractions. The number of completely different but
entirely detailed, comprehensive and sincerely presented earth
history’s, relations with soul fragment civilizations, planetary
process explanations and so on are staggering. This diversity is a
representation of the different approaches and agendas that you (and
we) all hold to on the higher levels including pure soul level. In
other words at pure soul level there is the same division between
different cultures, races, societies and so on as there is here, as
many arguments, standoffs and so on. You, can at this time work to try
and move your soul beyond these limiting stances, agendas, approaches,
philosophies, beliefs, skills and qualities. And lightwork for
lightworkers is just another more complicated and difficult to
understand representation of these limitations.

Ascension and Divine Hierarchy Contradictions?

    Yes, you will have been introduced to beings that
you feel a great kinship with (as we have). This re-connecting process
is called by some ascension. You are told that ascension is what you
are here for, to go back home and to be more aware of yourself as a
light being (this is a good start certainly). So, yes, after some time
you can connect consciously with these beings and your home planet /
star, and become aware of what was / is ONE OF YOUR HOMES. However from
our experience many lightworkers are getting stuck in this data
gathering phase, feeling so much at home with a certain type of being –
Pleiadians, Alpha Centurians, angels or Arcturians for example that
they stay there. Of course feeling comfortable with these beings does
not encourage understanding of the need to move on and explore and
understand yourself and your patterns and issues in as many cultures
and levels as you possibly can. If you let go and move on then you may
eventually get in touch with pure soul forms and experience who these
forms are at soul level and perhaps even re-experience your soul
creation process as I have. You will then find that your root issues,
limitations and conditioning are not human based or even soul fragment
based but that this life here NOW is a mirror for what your soul has
lived and experienced. That is your childhood here is often presenting
you with the same limitations and restrictions that you experienced as
a young soul and that resolving your issues within your human self is
merely a foundation and basic training ground for doing the same within
the deepest levels of your soul up to and including the level of its
creation.

    We achieved this so called ascension process about 6
years ago. However as we are sensitive to and very focused on resolving
our imbalances we were still aware that we had lots more to resolve
whose origins we had still not identified within all the existences and
experiences that we had so far explored – so we kept going. We then
moved into and became aware of the lower levels within the pure soul
form arena. We explored many soul cultures at this level. We worked
with many thousands of soul form beings from these levels over a two
year period. We also, once again realized that we had soul forms living
within many of these cultures so again it was a case of exploring
ourselves and our limitations at this new level.

    At this time I was working with others as a group
here and it was no surprise that we all had soul forms living within
these soul culture levels. Our working together here was a
representation of movements that these cultures were making on these
higher levels to work together to explore their limitations and find
better ways to move on.

    When we reached the limit of that mission profile
they started to wind things down. But once again we could feel that
there was more so we kept going. This proved difficult as this was not
the politically correct thing to do and it upset our support teams the
majority of which had most definitely reached their own limits. What we
could say here is that as the soul forms we were on those levels were
part of this mission, then having reached the end of the mission (which
was about exploring some limited areas of the limits of these soul
cultures) we were supposed to wind things down and go home AGAIN (NOT
AGAIN!!). So, we were being told to pack up and stop our exploration at
a point were the politically and culturally defined limits of this
mission would not upset the status quo so that these cultures would not
be strongly impacted by change. For us this was just another block
trying to hold us to a more subtle set of limits which we were (in
alignment with our self driven agenda) not interested in. We then had a
difficult time dismissing those who were intent on stopping us from
going our own way (We had lots of interference). It took a huge and
determined effort to break from these beings (daily meetings) to
continue self propelled to seek more freedom. In all it took about 3
weeks to do this but then gradually once again we could feel something
else holding us back. . .

    This time however it was the so called divine
hierarchy which was also a great surprise as I had not worked with any
of them or invited them to work with me for about 2 years. It would
seem that although I / we had never been attached to them it seems that
they were attached to us and would not let us go. Experiencing the
presence of Archangel Michael and Gabriel beaming out bad vibes of
disapproval and anger when they had once been close and trusted friends
was a time of complete astonishment. We made our intentions quite clear
(actually our intentions were never EVER unclear), that we were beings
endowed with free choice and that it was our choice to bring ourselves
(and our souls) to a deeper level of awareness and to move ourselves
beyond all limits not just the limits defined by a so called divine
hierarchy and that it was our right to choose who would help us to do
this and so it will be. Unfortunately it was not, as no matter how many
representations we made they would not budge. They refused to respect
our intentions and very actively tried to prevent us from moving on. It
took us another 2 weeks during which we had to literally fight for our
freedom. They had no respect and they had no integrity.
 
Hierarchy, Divine Guidance and Master Being Guidance Limitations

    We would like to say that all that we experienced
during this part of our journey was essential. We identified issues
such as naivety and innocence which you could translate as over trust
as well as servility. Strangely enough many lightworkers insist that we
must have issues to do with lack of trust as this then would negate our
experience and make you all feel comfortable – sadly we don’t have
these as we have always trusted implicitly in THE DIVINE rather than
assumed divine guidance representations, a contradiction in itself we
feel of THE DIVINE. Others say that often beings will guide you into
areas that you don’t understand for your own learning – unfortunately
once again we have to say that our active focused approach has given us
experience far beyond others in these areas too and this is also not
the case here.

    We would say that yes, by and large all of the
beings helping are indeed helping, but you should understand that many;

        a) Are very carefully
controlling peoples understanding of this process so that changes will
not radically effect them too much. They want the status quo maintained
and the best way to do this is to set themselves up as quasi key
holders, gate keepers, experts, helpers, so they make people dependent
on them for information and guidance. A complete contradiction we feel
with regards empowering people to find out for themselves.

        b) Have as much awareness of
their pure soul forms as you do – that is very little. They also have
little understanding of the potential of this process. This is
reflected in the diverse presentations passed by the same so called
master and divine beings about what we are told this process is about;

            *  Enlightenment. What ever that is?
            *  Christ consciousness.
           
*  Ascension. There are many different definitions of what
ascension is too.
            *  Moving into the 4th or 5th dimension.
            *  Reaching God Consciousness.
            *  Human Evolution.
            *  Preparing for the Second Coming.
            *  Preparing for et’s coming to lead us.
            *  Empowerment.

        Don’t they know? Well could it be that actually they don’t!

        c) You will attract people
and beings (on all levels) that are like yourself, that have the same
ideas, understandings and beliefs (read limits) as you yourself have
(on all levels). If you want to make use of this process to move beyond
all limits, then obviously you cannot rely on these beings / friends
for confirmation, guidance or support. It is no surprise that few are
drawn to work with us as most peoples guides are fighting tooth and
nail to keep them aligned with what you (and they) are used to while
what we are doing is completely new and beyond this (for ourselves as
well as others). It happens often that people who do actually work with
us tell us that their guidance does not agree with what we are saying.
Not much of a surprise AGAIN! As we have explained above had we
accepted the limitations of our guidance we would be saying the same
too. If you cannot muster enough confidence or courage to sincerely and
intensely drive your own movement into unity, freedom and wholeness
without expectations and preconceptions then all you will do is chase
your own tail and sadly stay within entirely comfortable, tried and
tested limits no matter how good you think your awareness, spiritual
understanding or guidance is.

    Finally, we would have to say that as all
attachments are attachments no matter who they are with, then how would
you survive without your assumed divine masters? This for many of you
will be your biggest lesson of letting go and possibly your first true
step into the unknown thus moving yourself into a deeper level of self
empowerment, self responsibility and self authority.

    Who is going to advise you on this matter (apart
from us?) – no being that you are currently working with will confirm
this position, no readings and no channelings are going to do anything
but cause confusing and doubt. As beings can only help and guide you
into areas that they themselves are aware of and expert in then it is
unfortunate that the hierarchy and other favourite lightworker beings
are extremely limited in both their understandings and their experience
of moving beyond the limits that they themselves hold to.

Lightworker Issues

    So, as lightworkers, you are being served and guided
by ascended masters and other so called divine guidance and supposedly
aware beings and you in turn are serving and guiding others and this
planet in the best way with regards what you think this process here
is. Unfortunately we now understand that what you trust and rely upon
also have the same issues as yourself and that they have as much
awareness about this as you do (zero). For example, they are addicted
to serving others at the expense of serving themselves. As part of
this, they live to carry out missions (as you do to). These are just
two of the issues that are part of the lightworker baggage. We speak of
this with our own authority as we too had these issues and moved on.
The beings that lightworkers are working with cannot help lightworkers
to make these changes as they like you have no experience of doing
anything else and they like you do not understand that a movement
beyond this is part of their process of evolution and what is being
offered now.

    We are continually astonished at the attitude
presented by lightworkers who have come to work with us (usually only
briefly). As our primary work is about looking at issues of limitation
then we always ask what issues they would like us to work on? This is
usually met with sidelong glances and feet shuffling. Often they want
us to facilitate them in some area of awareness that they think they
are lacking – clairaudience and clairvoyance are two that are
favourite. After insisting on looking at issues and they start to offer
some, the next question is how much have you worked on these issues?
Often, although they may work consistently to help others as healers we
very rarely come across lightworkers who spend anytime looking at never
mind resolving their own issues. The assumed attitude is that issues
have nothing to do with the process happening here, that it is about
raising awareness and consciousness. Well we beg to differ. You cannot
take others were you cannot go yourself and if you are not prepared to
look at and resolve your own issues then what chance do you have in
helping a client successfully and fully resolve theirs (none at all).
The last potential lightworker enquirer presented three serious issues
in the first two e-mails, including suppressed emotions, emotional
trauma, attachment both to guidance and lower level mission agendas.
When asked what they wished to focus on as part of the initiation the
answer was that they wanted increased clairaudient awareness!! A
typical lightworker no less – what a surprise!! (all of these examples
are of lightworkers of long standing, much respected by others).

    We recently had a very negative review of our book
written (we assume) by a lightworker I quote “my advice is….do
lightbody…something rather more spirit-orientated. However, if you
enjoy consciously inviting your personal “demons, entities, fears….
and are prepared to deal with the consequences, this is the text for
you?”. What an excellent summing up of lightwork. If those involved in
lightwork are not interested in dealing with their own demons, entity
attachments and fears then just to what level can you facilitate others
to explore and resolve theirs?

    For us, this process is happening on earth and EARTH
is THE primary focal point for what is happening which can potentially
initiate massive changes on ALL levels but this can only really happen
if you start making changes at a the level where your soul forms and
aspects reside and this can only happen, and will only happen if you
have the courage to drive yourself with an insistence to look at and
resolve all that is limiting YOU. Only then will you be able to move
into something completely NEW, something that is completely beyond your
experience.

    Think about this – it does not matter how much light
work you do if you hold the energy within yourself of avoidance of
issues, then this is what you project to others – stay the same – that
is what I am doing?

Beyond Lightwork

    We made this movement into self authority,
responsibility and empowerment about two and a half years ago, until
then we had the privilege of working closely with more than 40,000
beings all dedicated and essential for our path but all at the same
time quite limited.

    Now we have the privilege of working with beings who
have no hidden agendas a truly new experience. This is a small
infrequently changing team of freelance beings where we all work
together as equals, we do not serve each other but support each other
as souls to help each other make movements beyond the limits of our
souls. We work to explore all that makes up our soul directly, we bring
these soul forms and aspects back together in a merging process (not an
integration which only works for lower projected soul forms and soul
fragments). We are also exploring ways of making soul changes easier as
to be quite honest making changes at this level makes everything else
we have gone through to get here seem like a walk in the park – its
bloody difficult. Soul forms will not merge until you can convince them
that you can do what they have not been able to – that is change /
respond in a different way. For example have you the courage to shut
down a favourite soul quality to help you grow another? Can you achieve
a balance and care or not care with regards how each situation presents
itself or are you addicted to caring without having a choice about it?

    Unfortunately higher soul aspects are only convinced
by action – not rhetoric or persuasion. So, for the last two years we
have been actively changing deep soul patterns to imprint changes on
our soul so that we can merge, bring together and balance many of our
soul aspects and forms through this process. We are in effect
re-designing our soul, we now know that this is what we are really here
for (at least until we move beyond this point). We stand much more in
ourselves, we experience our own authority and are, all the time making
a detached movement into deeper levels of self empowerment and self
responsibility.

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