Ready to Give Up… Then Not…

This was an incredibly hard weekend. My honey dressed me down so badly verbally that I just felt destroyed and ready to give up on everything, including breathing, eating, etc. But of course we were to go to our Family Gathering (chosen, not blood, family), and they love us both so much that they did everything they could to pick me up and show me how needed I was, and even showed my honey what the problem was. I know she loves me, really really much, but apparently has a problem that when anything irritates her she lets go of everything, saying things which should never be said. Now she understands that, and asked Goddess for patience and understanding. We have a new avenue to explore to get her help, also thanks to a loving Family member.

I’m still hurting a bit. Being torn down to that level makes it hard to just “get over it”. But while I felt the worst I have on Friday morning, I may feel the best ever in a couple weeks from the healing love of my beautiful honey and our Family.

Hugs,

Me