Kid Fears

I had two triggers yesterday, one while at work (working alone, which I shouldn’t be doing, brought up insecurities of not being trusted to take care of other kids when I was younger), one after work (going to a party at a club and being the first one there, wondering whether I was at the right place, and then the memory, perhaps a false one, of being told the party was one place and they told everyone else another place. But it’s OK. I know how to help myself, just have to remember to do it. So I’m marshalling my friends and readers and whomever to pass me some energy so I can use it to remember how to deal with this stuff effectively and DO IT.

Hugs,

Me