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More of the same. Just got up a little bit ago. Nothing happening today. In fact, nothing happening on my schedule until Sunday, and if I don’t start getting up earlier I can’t take the bus anywhere.
Hugs to Mandi sis, I love you.
I LOVE YOU WILLOW, whether you ever read this or not.
Guess I need to make some coffee.
Hugs,
Me
awwwwww…… I love you too !!! >:D< sorry i havent been online much this week, I have been busy 🙁 I miss you terribly and cant wait to chat with you again!! 😀 Love ya brother,
mandi MorningDove
aww..mossss….im sorry she hasnt been “there” for you yet.im sure shes fine though..its prolly harder for her.not knowing wat to say,not knowing how to handle the sitch.maybe shes scared she’ll hurt you.maybe she cant handle ur acquaintances or their interference.maybe some jackoff cast against her.mayube she feels betrayed by the sitches that have occured,not that you yourself betrayed her,but still.maybe shes scared.or tired of being hurt,or tired of hurting.im sure less than half of that applies.i did do a feeling and im not getting that shes not ok.
i love brad too .you know that.but, dude.its all messed up.ppl are interfering.ppl are such jerks.ppl would castagainst me just to do it.and when it fails,drama kicks in.i loved these ppl and theyve all lined against me,because of a bellief.and im sorry.theyre wrong.and im sorry i have love for heather and brad.and im sorry i made her fel betrayed after she betrayed me.but im also sorry that while i care,i dont somehow.i dont know.i went on paltalk the other day to find you.but i couldnt.i dont know.none of that made sense.but see i told u i didnt belong there…dag nabit goddess….shakes her head.i have to wait for my leader to approach me.i dont know exactly wat that means.but it will hapen.and then i will work under him.till then im stuck here not doing anything really,but wishing for brad.hioping for heather.longing for red to return and make it all somehow back as it was….