Well, it got up to 4 women, not bad for a new year… I talked to my friend Caroline on the phone later in the day.
I’m still keeping up with my meditation, I think I’m actually getting good at it now.
I talked to a seer I know tonight. She told me that Willow did not have much longer, and that I needed to put all my energy into “being with her”. I know we’re all afraid of this, but I’m not going to outright believe it just now. She said that I was less than halfway through my life. I told her, why do you think I fall in love with younger women? I’m afraid of being alone in my old age. She laughed and said, “In that case, you’d better find an 18-year-old.”
I LOVE YOU MY WILLOW!!!!! 
I didn’t say any of that to scare anyone, just felt it needed to be told to somebody, and y’all are the somebodys I have to talk to. But my Willow is in love with me and I am in love with her. I’ll do anything I can for her.
I know this all sounds weird. Please leave comments if you have anything to tell me.
Hugs,
Me
seers can’t see everything, for the future is not set in stone, rather, the future is like water, or milk w/ food coloring inti, then add a drop of dish detergent. eveerything changes, each choice is a new path of infanate posibilitys. seers see things which offten do happen, but there are still more times when it doesn’t, one seerer saw a party he was to go to, and he saw himself get into a fight there, sending people to the hospital, he knew the night when it was to happen to, that date came and went, and though he went to the party, there was no fight. just a small example. willow has too much to fight for to laydown and die now, though there are times when she feels this way, these are the times for her loved ones to pick her up, let her lean on them while they show her and remind her of all that she still has to fight for. take the addvice and be there for willow, not because she “doesn’t have long left” but rather because she has much to live for, and many things still to see.