Now what?

I took the step I didn’t want to take and told Honey I would move out the end of the month or soon after. Baby Girl went off to an aunt’s house, Honey went to her mother’s apartment for “a few days”, and I’m stuck in the house I have to leave, caring for all the pets.

I got the tree down this morning. That’s something.

Got enough sleep and don’t feel a bit rested. Guess I miss the drama. Hope I can cure myself of that or I’ll just go through this again.

Can’t go house hunting until I have a couple more paychecks in pocket. I had to make some extremely distasteful (to me — abominable to Honey) decisions about my money.

I just wish there was another way. I wish I were not leaving Honey and Baby Girl with no support, have to remind myself that’s where they were 11 months ago. I didn’t put them here, but it’s just wrong I should be leaving them here.

Going to Be a hard few days.